Second Guesses

At age 44 it is most likely that I have more yesterdays than tomorrows.

When I think of time wasted, misspent, and used for things that really don’t matter, I get wondering.

Am I pouring my life into what matters most?

Second guessing past decisions seems at best to be a depressing trip down memory lane, and at worst doubting God’s direction and Lordship over my life.

Instead I am looking forward with anticipation and expectation.  Anticipating God’s voice and expecting his direction/correction if I stray.

Lord, I am willing.  Please give me ears to hear no matter what You might be speaking.